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Well, today is the start of a new day. I've put in some IT applications with the Chickasaw Nation, including resume and transcript. I'm very hopeful that I'll hear something from them. This house is really draining me. It just doesn't feel like a home with all of the work that needs to be put into it. As our finances are slowly dwindling away, I can only pray that I will land a job soon enough to save our family.

It doesn't help that I'll be driving in 110+ temps in business attire without an air conditioner, but I'll try my best. There are two computer places in Durant that I have my eye on; hopefully I can snag something that can make use of my skills. If not, I have a couple of IT apps sitting with the Chickasaw nation. I have my hopes up for those.

What skills do I have? Pretty much anything with computers. I started teaching myself typing as a preteen, which I estimate is around 10 - 12. While in school, we were taught on Apple IIe computers. Bad foresight for my school then, huh? While much of my class were busy playing Oregon Trail, I fired up a version of BASIC, but I cannot recall which. I toyed with commands and such, and soon found my way into the directories of the computers network. Here, I found the teachers password, which was funnily enough, "payday." Ask any of my teachers who worked there if you do not believe me.

Since, I have dabbled with other programming languages. Pascal, C++, etc. I delved into linux for a couple of years with slackware being my first real install, but falling in love with debian. I did some amazing things, from logging into IRC from spoofed IPs, which was the funniest thing. The trick was to have an IP that didn't respond to pings. We found several .gov IPs and .mil's that we trolled porn and warez channels. If it did respond to pings, well, we could deal with that with a smurf or fraggle. I was a true script kiddie. I was writing broadcast hunter scripts and had quite the list back then.

I got away from that malicious lifestyle though. Now, I play games, mostly, when I'm not having fun with my wife and kids or finding work. I can troubleshoot almost any piece of hardware or software that I come across, even if I'm not familiar with it. Security penetration is still high in my interests, so you may see me in the security tubes from time to time. I'd really like to get to business and learn some C++, but my job is pretty much going to have to do that with me. I really need a steady job that will allow for college hours. When I was with DISH, you can see my grades drop at the end because of my overtime and extra requirements.

I would like my next job to blend with my degree so that I learn and grow at the same time. It doesn't hurt to be hopeful, but perhaps it will happen, and maybe today will be that day. Wish me luck in the heat!